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June 21


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she's barely an inch taller - but still taller -
squinting at the horizon line and heaving tobacco smoke
through resin coated lungs that should belong to a
fourty three year old smoker, not an eighteen year old

she laughs the loudest when others cast glances
and hushed whispers
and never misses the chance to tell you
she couldn't possibly give less
of a shit

she likes convenience store mints;
the round white ones you'd find
at the bottom of grandma's purse that tasted like
dust and chemically sweetened perfume,
and home

she went to a school where "dyke"
was spat like poison at her feet
but knew exactly what to say when three girls
cornered her, knew exactly how to throw her
words like fists

she gets hives from cats and grass and
practically anything outside her door
so she spends most of her time inside,
only leaving to have another

she listens to tool and radiohead
and smokes half a joint before bed to help her sleep
but she still doesn't; not for long
and she twitches as her brain drifts in and out of

she will tell you if you will listen
accept her head space and back off
just enough for her to breathe
because god she needs to breathe as much as she
possibly can

I do not claim to know her,
after no more than 42 days do I have any idea
why she will drink a bottle of gin like it's water
or why it takes intoxication to show any kind of

but I know what it's like to wake up at 5am
and find her sitting on the floor beside your bed
and in silence watch the sun rise
before going back to sleep

and I know what it takes to make her laugh
to stimulate and stir whatever is left
of the emotion she spent years destroying
and how her mouth tastes like fire and loss
and hope

I do not claim to know a lot
but I think I know how to make this beautiful ghost
of a person happy

and that
is enough
full title: how you can manage know so much yet nothing at all

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Given 2014-07-05
"In the simplicity of its words, but subtle strength and raw impact, how you can manage to know so much by alternativemeanings really grabs the reader from the onset and makes for a truly fantastic work of art." (Suggesters Words) ( Suggested by chromeantennae and Featured by IrrevocableFate )
hopeburnsblue Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
I love how you painted this individual's fragility in a loving and beautiful light.
cleancolours Featured By Owner Jul 16, 2014
Reading the ending made my heart stop for a bit. Wonderful, humble words here.
Adagiobunny Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2014  Student Writer
one of those deep portraits of a poem. congrats on a DD well deserved!! :D
ADimestorePoet Featured By Owner Jul 6, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Absolutely lovely and inspiring :huggle:
StarlightComet Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Damn. This is seriously great.
Phantomtigers Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Congrats on the DD :D 
kev1000 Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2014
I can't say any more that what others have said, so I'll humbly point out that this is an awesome piece.
haphazardmelody Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
This is just amazing. Definitely deserving of that DD. :heart: I will read this again and again.
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